goddamnit, I just found out the girl I dated for 2 years and broke up with about a month ago is already fucking a dude who is my coworker and friend. I mean we aren't together, technically she can fuck who she wants, but talk about twisting the knife. Work is gonna be awkward as fuck now, not to mention our guy's nights out. But fuck it, it's on me, should have known better than to drop my guard and let a girl in. Gotta shore up those barricades again and return to fuck the world mode.
That's all ya get when you open yourself up. A knife to the jugular and them laughing as they play in your blood.