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$500? Neoism says that he spends $5K a year on weed, lol.

Jesus... I put my raucous days behind me before I even asked my wife to marry me. I can't imagine being in that kind of state while married let alone planning a wedding. This thread should be locked because it's a bummer. :/
 
Well that explains that at least, ahahaha.

I guess I just didn't feel it because I actually had some pretty severe pain countering it. Oh well, good for me I guess. Never want to get anywhere near stuff like that if I can avoid it.

Yup.. that's generally been my experience.

When I was in severe pain.. I felt pretty much zero high. I had to set an alarm for every 4 hours to ensure I'd actually take my 20mg dose.. because if I actually slept for say.. 6 hours.. I'd wake up in the worst pain imaginable. Like crying on the floor in agony.

Then just a couple months later I got ahold of some for recreational purposes.

Took about 20mg a day for a week or so.. felt high as hell.. as well as some pangs of addiction once they were gone.

It's an entirely different experience if you are actually in extreme enough pain to be prescribed Oxy.

Amir0x got his from a drug dealer.. from a tooth ache. He's not honest with himself about how he is responsible for his addiction, and he's addicted because he wanted to get high.. not because he had a toothache.
 

neoism

Member
Whoa, did he really say $400 a month on a pill popping habit? I thought that one year where I spent $500 on grass was too much.

Ami, you and I haven't always seen eye to eye but you really should put aside that money weekly and get some treatment rather than kicks. If you really are getting married, you shouldn't bring that kind of extra baggage into a life long relationship.

Godspeed...

lol 400 for an oxy habit ant shit... it depends on the mg on the pill an oxy 30 is 30 dollars is some places... they use to make 180mg which went for 200$ a pill on the street...
Jesus... I put my raucous days behind me before I even asked my wife to marry me. I can't imagine being in that kind of state while married let alone planning a wedding. This thread should be locked because it's a bummer. :/

how is this any different then me spending 10k on Cigarettes a year which I don't smoke....lol that probably wouldn't even be enough....man I miss the Mj thread.
 

LiquidMetal14

hide your water-based mammals
I wonder if the Tobyhanna Army Depot would consider it a security concern to have an oxy addict in a supervisory position at a logistics centre?

I mean, you have a drug addict who is a pathological liar with a history of criminality, including home invasion and theft. It's not too difficult to imagine a scenario where money gets tight, and in a need to fund his addiction, equipment starts to go missing and gets sold off in order to continue his habit...

............
 

Blasty

Member
I would delete any irl pictures posted.... its only a matter of time until an irate gaffer (or OA goon) goes too far.

Some people, apparently, found out his name, where he works, and they have a picture of him. That would be a good idea Amir0x.
 
I wonder if the Tobyhanna Army Depot would consider it a security concern to have an oxy addict in a supervisory position at a logistics centre?

I mean, you have a drug addict who is a pathological liar with a history of criminality, including home invasion and theft. It's not too difficult to imagine a scenario where money gets tight, and in a need to fund his addiction, equipment starts to go missing and gets sold off in order to continue his habit...


yeah this.

not to mention, him and him mum had that stouche a while back where he tried to kill her or some shit.

over some tv show or video games.
 

Laughing Banana

Weeping Pickle
I just read the few first pages on this thread and I got to say, many of you folks are way too hard on Ami. He has gone through a terrible ordeal and it's understandable that he needed to alleviate some of his difficulties every once in a while to help things up. I do agree to some of the posters here, however, that spending 400 bucks for drugs is not an adult/responsible thing to do, especially considering his current situation. Yes, I think that's wrong too, but some of you folks seriously need a lesson on better tack in how to give advice to troubled people.

I hope someday Ami can get rid of his drug addiction.
 

Amir0x

Banned
Woah, really?

when i was a teenager i admitted I broke into some houses. when I was a kid, basically. that part of my life is so far behind me Boogie is just being cruel.

really, when you guys bring up my job, you're just being cruel. They would put me in rehab, as per my contract, but in either event, it is crossing the line. There is no reason to suggest such things.

i didn't want to respond again but this is really crazy to suggest something like that because I took recreational drugs. I have a problem and I will be addressing it, but please keep it addressed to me. Don't make this an even bigger problem than it already is for me.
 

LiquidMetal14

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To Amir0x ^^ Yeah, that bit was bullshit. I don't care how you cut it. Some of you guys are crossing the line.
 

Blasty

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when i was a teenager i admitted I broke into some houses. when I was a kid, basically. that part of my life is so far behind me Boogie is just being cruel.

really, when you guys bring up my job, you're just being cruel. They would put me in rehab, as per my contract, but in either event, it is crossing the line. There is no reason to suggest such things.

i didn't want to respond again but this is really crazy to suggest something like that because I took recreational drugs. I have a problem and I will be addressing it, but please keep it addressed to me.

Some people are just cruel. It'd be wise to get rid any personal information you have on GAF.
 

Boogie

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really, when you guys bring up my job, you're just being cruel. They would put me in rehab, as per my contract, but in either event, it is crossing the line. There is no reason to suggest such things.

Thought you just said you're going into rehab anyway?
 
when i was a teenager i admitted I broke into some houses. when I was a kid, basically. that part of my life is so far behind me Boogie is just being cruel.

really, when you guys bring up my job, you're just being cruel. They would put me in rehab, as per my contract, but in either event, it is crossing the line. There is no reason to suggest such things.

i didn't want to respond again but this is really crazy to suggest something like that because I took recreational drugs. I have a problem and I will be addressing it, but please keep it addressed to me.

Well I'm not suggesting anyone should contact your work.

Just sort of surprised you have such a sordid history. And that you'd talk about how you work for the Army on a forum where you detail your drug use.

Either way.. important thing is : be honest with yourself, get some help.

And either way it sounds like no GAFer is out money they really needed.. and your Mom got some help. Good stuff, but man.. stop making excuses for wanting to get high.
 
Why does anybody fall for this clown's bullshit?

Seriously.

An admitted (in a round about way) drug addict asking for money. Whatdayaknow???..Do you guys fall for the person asking for money for a "cab home", or the guy in the parking lot that "needs some money for a can of fix a flat", but he's there every day of the week? I guess the saying that a fool and his money are soon parted is around for a reason.

You got money for 400 bucks of pills, you should be refunding any and all money received. That'd be the right thing to do. But instead, blame, divert, rationalize responsibility away...drug addicts are all the same..sorry the truth hurts...And you have no one to blame but yourself.
 
He's stated on the forum numerous times where he works.

I don't know why people do that.


plus he has a okay cupid.

His problem isn't just drugs and generally being an awful human being. Guy also needs to lose a lot of weight being chronically obese. I mean, in a couple of months/years; itd be a

"I need help because I'm overweight/ate badly/was on druges" so now I need money for treatment. Give me cash.



someone how a drug user can be trusted with funds collected to treat his mum's medical problem. I really doubt that.
 

Boogie

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To Amir0x ^^ Yeah, that bit was bullshit. I don't care how you cut it. Some of you guys are crossing the line.

Seems like a legitimate concern to me. My hypothetical scenario isn't really all that fantastical.

Sure, he'll say that he'd never do such a thing. But why, exactly, would anyone trust what he says, at this point?
 

CrankyJay

Banned
when i was a teenager i admitted I broke into some houses. when I was a kid, basically. that part of my life is so far behind me Boogie is just being cruel.

really, when you guys bring up my job, you're just being cruel. They would put me in rehab, as per my contract, but in either event, it is crossing the line. There is no reason to suggest such things.

i didn't want to respond again but this is really crazy to suggest something like that because I took recreational drugs. I have a problem and I will be addressing it, but please keep it addressed to me. Don't make this an even bigger problem than it already is for me.

Then don't do drugs and you will have nothing to worry about.

BTW, you will have lost your job because of YOUR drug use and because YOU plastered your employment info all over GAF. Smarten up.
 

LiquidMetal14

hide your water-based mammals
Seems like a legitimate concern to me. My hypothetical scenario isn't really all that fantastical.

I get it that but is it in your place to put stuff out and start that tangent? Care to share with us your negative past or things that could slander you? I don't care since it's none of my business, that's my point.

Then don't do drugs and you will have nothing to worry about.

BTW, you will have lost your job because of YOUR drug use and because YOU plastered your employment info all over GAF. Smarten up.

Yep, one lesson learned and as bad as that is, no one has a right to intrude on him and try to mess with him personally. Again, this is getting to the point of crossing that line.
 
FALMOUTH, Mass. — Authorities said an angry Massachusetts teen kicked his mother in the throat, head-butted his brother and punched and bit his father after his mom took away his cell phone to punish him.

The Cape Cod Times reported that Brandon Turner pleaded not guilty in Falmouth District Court on Thursday to charges that include assault and battery with a dangerous weapon.

Police said his mother took away his cell phone after he hit his 15-year-old brother Tuesday. The next day, an angry Turner attacked members of his family.

The father, a corrections officer, had to use handcuffs to subdue his 18-year-old son. Police were forced to use leg shackles to get him under control.

He was held on $1,000 bail.

It was not immediately clear if Turner has legal representation



she LIED about letting me watch the last ten minutes of an episode of South Park i'd already seen

LIED!!

and so my mother who has LUPUS swung her PURSE and hit me in my FACE! it felt like BRICKS, you know, the kind of immense force a PURSE being swung by an OLD WOMAN with LUPUS brings

and so i pinned down her crippled ass on the bed and said WHY MOTHER, WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME

and then John Law entered the equation and i was all SUCK MY DICK JOHN LAW I DO NOT RESPECT YOU and they arrested me THIS IS ALL MY SISTER'S FIANCE'S FAULT, HE WATCHES NERD SHOWS, VIDEOGAME INTERNET FORUM!

so then i get taken to the hospital without my shoes and i tell them i'll put up a struggle and i get released and all of my friends are asleep so i walk like jesus down the highway and ****ing glass and fire ants and pirahna plants and those big worm things from tremors are cutting the shit out of my feet and i'm hitch hiking and the ****ing cops arrest me AGAIN and take me back to the one police station in town which is like 6 hours barefoot walk away!

so now it's 9am and i don't call my friends because, uh, yeah so anyway i get to buy hobo shoes and i walk onto a bus and make it home

GOD WHY IS MY MOTHER SO IRRATIONAL

this is amir0x.

context.
 

Amir0x

Banned
Some people are just cruel. It'd be wise to get rid any personal information you have on GAF.

plus he has a okay cupid.

His problem isn't just drugs and generally being an awful human being. Guy also needs to lose a lot of weight being chronically obese. I mean, in a couple of months/years; itd be a

"I need help because I'm overweight/ate badly/was on druges" so now I need money for treatment. Give me cash.



someone how a drug user can be trusted with funds collected to treat his mum's medical problem. I really doubt that.

i am no longer obese, sorry. Lost my weight well over a year ago. Old news man.

But you guys are being ridiculous. I never even got to touch the money! It went directly into my Mom's paypal account, and then she got it sent directly to her bank account. I was never even in a position to touch the money. I have a picture of her in a dialysis chair thanking neoGAF, and you think she's in on the conspiracy too?

You guys are just being mean to be mean, piling on on top of piling on because you have the internet and a crowd. I am sorry that I offended anyone. I clearly need real help with my drug problem. But the money went to my Mom and no one else. I used my whole savings to help my Mom; neoGAF fundraiser was a last resort.

I will not make that mistake again (edit: in reference to making light of my drug use). I am going into rehab and hopefully in time those who were offended can forgive me for my insensitive comments, because the money really did go to my Mom.
 

MormaPope

Banned
Seems like a legitimate concern to me. My hypothetical scenario isn't really all that fantastical.

Honestly, it really isn't fantastical at all. But I doubt Amirox would steal from an army depot that may run a tight ass ship, but opiate addicts will steal anything to pawn off or sell to make any money.

Not saying you do that Amirox, but it is the truth for almost all opiate addicts.
 

LordCanti

Member
Thought you just said you're going into rehab anyway?

I'd imagine that it's a lot better to voluntarily go to rehab (for the sake of ones career) than to be forced into it.

That's probably a very slippery slope into being fired or demoted.

Saying where you work, giving out personal details, and then claiming you've got an oxy addiction is pretty dangerous.

Honestly, it really isn't fantastical at all. But I doubt Amirox would steal from an army depot that may run a tight ass ship, but opiate addicts will steal anything to pawn off or sell to make any money.

Not saying you do that Amirox, but it is the truth for almost all opiate addicts.

My junkie uncle was a jeweler for a while. God knows what clients actually got in terms of gems and precious metals.
 

LiquidMetal14

hide your water-based mammals
Lock the thread, this is getting pretty stupid now. I done things in my teen and early 20's I regret. I don't think this thread or this forum/internet is the place to even be going there. We all make some mistakes. No one is perfect.
 

Amir0x

Banned
Thought you just said you're going into rehab anyway?

Please stop rushing to judgment and think. This is part of the problem. I made a big mistake but people are rushing to pile on and not reading entire comments or thinking things through logically.

I am going to rehab voluntarily. Tomorrow I will make the phone call; I was in rehab once before and know who to call. I was just saying what would happen if someone tried to make an issue of this at my job. I would be a headache and I would be put in rehab (if I wasn't already in it at the time), but if I proved I finished rehab and tested clean I would be able to return to my position. It is part of our contract.
 

noobasuar

Banned
Not surprised at the reaction here in the slightest. A'lot of gaf users are against drugs.

I think what Amir0x did is perfectly fine.
 

EviLore

Expansive Ellipses
Staff Member
Ami, thanks for taking all this seriously. We'd like to see you on the right track and are hoping for the best. I don't think we need any more piling on at this time, so good look with rehab and all the best to your mother.
 
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