I had to break up friendship with the most beautiful person (inside and outside) I have ever known. I couldn't bear the weight of growing more and more in love with her everytime we texted or hung out, not being able to look her in the eye anymore knowing she doesn't feel the same towards me. If we continued as friends I would start developing paranoid jealosy and bitterness about her finding someone else. I feel like a coward and selfish person now. I've never fallen in love with anyone like this and never felt such a soul crushing pain in my life.