So I just checked my checking account and I see my first "paycheck" and it's..$0.00! I've never had direct deposit before, is it supposed to be like that when it first appears, it does say prenote credit, am I actually gonna get mah money or do I have to go talk to my payroll lady, who just happens to be a cutie
I was going to tell you that that's normal and you're all good for your first deposit, but then I saw the last line, so...
Nope, that's not normal at all, there's likely a huge problem with your processing. Go talk to payroll as soon as possible.
Aeryne, I'm very sorry to hear about the turn of events. I should state that I've (not exactly against my will but not by choice either) been spending this week having my ex stay with me in my apartment again and this post:
Thanks. :3
I'm mostly okay now. I just sometimes feel sadness that it couldn't have worked out since I had such a good time and great memories. But honestly better that than letting the relationship get to the point where all the good memories have been poisoned by the bad ones.
It was mostly due to having different ideas of where we want our lives to go, so even if we'd worked on the other problems it would have been inevitable. At least I have these bitter sweet memories. :3
Is very relatable indeed. There's a lot of pain at the things that are still fun and comfortable and a lot of involuntary flashes back to memories good and bad, and it is not at all an enjoyable experience. It has been nice in some ways to see her but I feel weak and trapped with her around.
I will say that:
a) The bold was a very good idea. I let months go by after that point was crossed before ending the relationship and things only got worse in that regard following the breakup. Many hurtful things were said and they stick with you; she has been maintaining constantly this week that she doesn't hold any anger for me any more and the things that she said don't matter, but I can't just wipe them away.
b) Even though you made the tough decision based on the direction you want your lives to go, you will be better off for the bittersweet memories you've described.
Augh... can't wait for these next few days to be over with.