See, the problem is that I'm using words to describe a Psilocybin trip, and that's the problem, words are so limited, this is one of the lessons you learn while tripping, but I'll try anyway. Mushrooms teach you things or rather reveal things to you, one that stood out to me to this day is how little we know about everything, it's such a mysterious universe we live in, and I'm sure you know this already, but when you really, truly grasp it, it's incredibly humbling and is but a small taste of the ego dissolving effect. It has to be said that if you go into it with back-logged emotions or trauma you haven't dealt with or memories of doing any harm to others whether psychological, physical, or sexual, you will face these things head-on, there's no escaping it and is often what people refer to as "a bad trip" but it's not a bad thing, it's necessary and once you go through it you'll wish you had done it sooner and you leave with a sense, or almost a duty to tell other people to at least consider experiencing it. This leads me to my next and foremost crucial advice, do not, DO NOT use this substance, or any psychedelic for that matter if you're genetically predisposed to schizophrenia since it could be triggered under the influence.