I just want to say I totally understand this. This past weekend, every single time I was playing each of the 5 available 3 hour sessions all I could think was... 'But I feel so BAD for all of those awesome gamers who can't play this like I am right now!' Truly, I almost quit out of the game, but it was just soooooo awesome, I couldn't bring myself to do it. Each amazing facet of the gameplay, every single amazing thing I found by exploring this new world....it all made me feel TERRIBLE but I powered thru it anyway. Just so you know, I sacrificed sleep to wake up at 2AM to play this game and although again, I felt terrible for people like you missing such a wonderful experience, the game was just so great that it was like I'd slept for 12 hours and woken up refreshed instead!
This game was, not to put too fine a point on it, a transformational experience that I just wish I could explain to all of you who were less fortunate. But I just can't. Now that the play time is over, YOU should feel more sorry for ME, because I cannot explain this to you or even have a conversation about it, because you just won't understand what I'm thinking, saying and feeling about this awesome experience that I and a mere fellow 49,999 people (not you) were able to enjoy for the fleeting space of 3 days.
So really...again, you should feel more sorry for ME and the other people who were blessed enough to have been chosen for this experience. Because we are now isolated. It's like being in a prison that is a deserted garden-like island, alone save for 10 Victoria Secrets Angels that for some reason are just mad with desire for me. No telephones or internet, so I have no way to share this life changing experience with ANYONE. Can you even begin to fathom now how it feels to be me and doubtless most if not all of the other 49,999 other 'prisoners?' I hope you can understand how mean and snarky comments about our experience make us feel now. But I forgive you. I know that seeing what we experienced online on YouTube is such a paltry thing that it almost seems like sandpaper being rubbed against your eyeballs in comparison to what I lived over the weekend. So I pity you. Appropriately, I mean, but still pity. Because you are truly pitiful and the only thing that will raise you from that state is being able to finally experience what I did...hopefully on February 25th, unless there is another delay. So again, I forgive you and I understand.
I will continue to browse these forums, warmed by my memories of the Elden Ring and this will sustain me until February even though it will still be difficult. I really have no idea how you people who didn't get chosen will last till then. I hope you are able to make it though, I truly do!