Sun-Times archive: Acting was therapy for heartthrob Heath Ledger
'I get to scream and cry ... I get to purge myself,' said Aussie star. 'Once the film is over, I throw it all away'
January 22, 2008
BY CINDY PEARLMAN
The following interview with Heath Ledger was pubished in the Sun-Times on Nov. 18, 2007, upon the release of the film Im Not There, in which Ledger portrayed one of several alter-egos of singer-songwriter Bob Dylan.
Heath Ledger is one heartthrob who is all there. The 28-year-old Aussie with the sleepy eyes and mop of messy blond hair is the first one to admit that acting is therapy for him and he brings everything pent up inside of himself to the big screen.
"I'm lucky in a sense because I have a job where I get to scream and cry," he says. "I get to purge myself in ways that don't really affect me personally.
"When the director yells cut, I just walk out the door and I'm back into my regular life," he says.
Of course, nothing has been regular about Ledger's life since he came on the scene in the teen romance "10 Things I Hate About You" and then received raves years later in "Brokeback Mountain." These days he's starring for director Todd Haynes in his ambitious new film about the many lives of singer, poet and American icon Bob Dylan called "I'm Not There."
Ledger joins a stellar cast including Christian Bale, Cate Blanchett, Marcus Carl Franklin, Richard Gere and Ben Whishaw, who each play Dylan at different parts of his life. Ledger's slice of all things Dylan comes by playing the music man during his star days when he could be found at parties with other beautiful people. On the streets this Dylan hid behind sunglasses and wanted to be left alone because he wasn't always so happy. His private life couldn't withstand the hoopla of his stardom.
"The film doesn't sum up Dylan's life or try to explain it all," Ledger says. "We're just representing aspects of his life during different periods of it."
Ledger says that he loved the idea of playing Dylan. "I found the connection obviously through his music," Ledger says. "You can't help but fall in love with his lyrics or should I say his poetry?"
To get into character, Ledger was given photos of Dylan that were from the mid '60s when the rocker spent his time in New York City hanging out and trying to avoid the press with his dark glasses that also blotted out the rest of the world. Everyone involved in the film is quick to caution that they're not exactly playing Dylan as Dylan but a vision of him or a Dylanesque sort of character.
"It was an incredible experience," Ledger says. "I consider (director) Todd Haynes to be a genius."
Ledger won't rate all the Dylans in the film, but mentions that Blanchett blew him away. "Cate has given such an incredible transformation," Ledger says. "She will really blow people away. I mean, she walks, talks, sings and smells like Bob Dylan."
Ledger will also play The Joker in the upcoming "The Dark Knight" due out in July of 2008.
"I was a fan of the comic book character," Ledger says of The Joker. "Somewhere inside of me, I kind of knew instantly that I wanted to do it. I didn't feel like I had to search for it.
"I felt like I had a plan of attack with it," he says. "That usually dictates whether I want to do something or not -- if I have an understanding of it straight away."
He says that the film "is the most fun I've ever had with a character and the most fun I probably ever will have even though at the end of the day I was absolutely wrecked." He adds that his Joker "has zero empathy" for Batman or anyone else in Gotham City. Ledger's intention from the start was to be the fierce, scary Joker. "He's really full of surprises. But I can say that I wanted him to be very sinister."
Ledger was born in Perth in Western Australia. As his story goes, he was required in school to take either acting or cooking as an elective. "I absolutely couldn't cook," Ledger insists.
Ledger made his American debut in the film "Two Hands" (1999), but became a teen heartthrob with "10 Things I Hate About You" (1999). He decided to buck that image with films including "The Patriot" (2000), "Monster's Ball" (2001) and "Ned Kelly" (2003).
He says that indie films are one of his favorites these days. "I think you're generally granted more freedom," Ledger says. "Whether or not you have a better outcome is relative to the person making the film. But I think that generally, if it's money coming from an alternate source other than a studio then you have that freedom.
"Lower budgets mean you're actually forced into using your imagination. You don't have everything at your fingertips and create it from scratch," he says.
He laments that most of the people he wants to work with aren't around anymore. "Look, most of them are dead," Ledger says. "Fellini. Cassavettes. Bob Fosse. Stanley Kubrick. I would have loved to work with them. I would love to work with many people who are around, but they're not lining up just yet. Terrence Malick is one person who comes to mind. I would love to be in one of his visual poems."
He is recently split with actress Michelle Williams and the two share parenting of their toddler daughter Matilda. Ledger says parenthood has changed his life, but not in sappy ways. "I didn't immediately get an urge to go out and be a voice in an animated film," he jokes. "But it definitely changes the person that you are. I think your personal evolution runs hand in hand with your professional evolution.
"So fatherhood has changed me as an artist because I feel things on a deeper level," he says. "I think my performances will grow simultaneously."
Ledger lives in New York City where he can often be seen pushing Matilda around in her buggy.
"I kind of save the living for the time between action and cut," Ledger says. "I'm pretty good at dropping a character once it's over for the day. Certainly once the film is over, I throw it all away. Your life is what matters."