I guess I just have trouble visualizing other people's made up worlds, yet when it comes to my own, they're really vivid and I just feel the need to put them down on paper even if it's pointless.
Damn, that must sound arrogant as hell. I don't know, there's probably more to it than that. I did originally want to write for visual mediums, but I just kind of hovered over to novels since that's something I can do on my own.
I'm pretty much the same. I mean, I forced myself through a few recently, but they weren't fun. In fact, the only book I've ever liked is Ender's Game.
And this is why I'm very likely a shitty writer.
Maybe you just aren't reading the right books.
Not reading books shouldn't be some kind of badge of honor, guys. It should be met with sheepishness and some kind of vague promise to work on reading more.
Yeah, probably. Still trying to find one I enjoy. I'm sure I'll find one eventually.
Yeah, probably. Still trying to find one I enjoy. I'm sure I'll find one eventually.
When did I say I was proud of my inability to enjoy books? Missing out on the biggest story-telling medium is not something I want to do.
Perhaps unlike cosmic, I didn't intend for my admission to be proud. Literature is necessary for intellectual development and I consumed the classics endlessly in my youth, I'm just facing a combination of burnout from college and (this is going to sound stupid) I've been stuck in a phase where reading something really good depresses me because I wanted to be a writer but didn't have the talent. I have a longstanding problem with severe jealousy that manifests negatively in a lot of my behaviors and habits.
Maybe I subconsciously enjoy anime because its overall mediocrity as a medium doesn't threaten me ._.
I didn't intend for my admission to be proud. Literature is necessary for intellectual development and I consumed the classics endlessly in my youth, I'm just facing a combination of burnout from college and (this is going to sound stupid) I've been stuck in a phase where reading something really good depresses me because I wanted to be a writer but didn't have the talent. I have a longstanding problem with severe jealousy that manifests negatively in a lot of my behaviors and habits.
Maybe I subconsciously enjoy anime because its overall mediocrity as a medium doesn't threaten me ._.
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I got over not being smart enough to write something good a long time ago
And I hope it didn't come off like I was targeting you or cosmic with that statement. It was more a general statement on my end and not meant as some kind of direct criticism.
What have you read so far?
What kind of stories do you like?
Song of Fire and Ice, Mistborn trilogy, Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter, Snow Crash, Dune, The Grimnoir Chronicles, Discworld, Wheel of Time, The Dark Tower: The Gunslinger, Dresden Files, and a bunch of stuff in my college's sci-fi and fantasy classes that I can't remember.
Next on the list is Keys to the Kingdom.
Which ones did you like?
None of them. There were parts of Mistborn and Snow Crash that I kind of enjoyed, but 95% of the time, I was bored.
Also, forgot to put down The Road.
Song of Fire and Ice, Mistborn trilogy, Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter, Snow Crash, Dune, The Grimnoir Chronicles, Discworld, Wheel of Time, The Dark Tower: The Gunslinger, Dresden Files, and a bunch of stuff in my college's sci-fi and fantasy classes that I can't remember.
Next on the list is Keys to the Kingdom.
Actiony stuff I guess. One of the reasons I liked Ender's Game had to do with it almost feeling like a shounen series.
None of them. There were parts of Mistborn and Snow Crash that I kind of enjoyed, but 95% of the time, I was bored.
Also, forgot to put down The Road.
If that's the case then I can't think of a better way to get back into reading than with this book.I didn't intend for my admission to be proud. Literature is necessary for intellectual development and I consumed the classics endlessly in my youth, I'm just facing a combination of burnout from college and (this is going to sound stupid) I've been stuck in a phase where reading something really good depresses me because I wanted to be a writer but didn't have the talent. I have a longstanding problem with severe jealousy that manifests negatively in a lot of my behaviors and habits.
Maybe I subconsciously enjoy anime because its overall mediocrity as a medium doesn't threaten me ._.
None of them. There were parts of Mistborn and Snow Crash that I kind of enjoyed, but 95% of the time, I was bored.
Also, forgot to put down The Road.
You didn't like Discworld? Dead to me.
Maybe you should try short story collections if longer books bore you.
Also, certain Choose-your-own Adventure books can be pretty fun, even if they're intended for a younger audience.
Why!?
I actually have liked a few short stories by Poe. I should look into more of those. Lovecraft do any short stories?
I actually have liked a few short stories by Poe. I should look into more of those. Lovecraft do any short stories?
Yes and they are great. Read the Cthullu stuff.
Huh, for some weird reason I thought the Cthullu stuff were actual novels. Well I'm dumb. Gotta remember to check that out.
And yeah, I'm aware of the guy's racism. There was like a dog with the N word for a name in one of his stories, right?
NEWS HAS ARRIVED!
- Umakoshi only returns for the final episode (ep51), storyboarded and directed by the series director.
- Yoshida is writing both ep50 and 51.
- Ep52 is the start of the new series with new staff....
Ep52 (Series 2 Ep1) staff:
Director/Storyboard - Tatsuya Nagamine (Heartcatch Precure, One Piece Film Z, Beet the Vandal Hunter)
Script - Yoshimi Narita (Beet the Vandal Hunter)
Animation Director - Yoshitaka Yashima
Infoz: http://i.imgur.com/vg06DYP.jpg
I doubt even they could save this trainwreck of a series.Hay guyz wat da feelz bout Heartcatch Director takin' ov'r ya omegaz?
Lovecraft, bleh. They have their appeal but I have no idea how you'd handle their ponderous, leaden prose if you're so bored by books in general.I actually have liked a few short stories by Poe. I should look into more of those. Lovecraft do any short stories?
Lots of his pre-Cthulhu stuff is good too. At the very least, the ones that aren't are still short. Of course his formula becomes obvious after reading just a few, but formulaic isn't bad if the execution is good.
Lovecraft, bleh. They have their appeal but I have no idea how you'd handle their ponderous, leaden prose if you're so bored by books in general.
Try these three short stories:
I Have Placed My Sickness Upon You, Karin Tidbeck
Symbols and Signs, Vladimir Nabakov
The Merchant and the Alchemist's Gate, Ted Chiang
I doubt even they could save this trainwreck of a series.
I hear the new villain is a loli.
I hear the new villain is a loli.
Are you kidding me? The song was set up in the very first episode. The first episode! What more do you want?
Both movies were awful.
Koizora is super famous though.
But I, who had lost all of my confidence and was mentally suffering, ended up in a hospital.
My stomach throbbed with pain, and I was throwing up over and over again.
It was probably because of stress that my stomach became this way, wasnt it?
I only told Manami, my best friend from middle school, that I had entered into a hospital.
I lied to Hiro and my school friends and told them that I had caught a cold and would be out for a little while.
While I was in the hospital, the messages from Saki didnt stop at all.
Although I had turned it off, I always thought I could hear my phones ringtone ringing.
I kept thinking about the memories of Saki and Hiro and I thought I would be driven wild with jealousy.
In such a condition my stomach couldnt possibly be healed, so my stay in the hospital extended longer than I thought.
It was tough, so tough and I had no idea what to do.
I want this to be easy and not have to think of anything.
What do I have to do to make this easy.
Making sure that my parents werent near, I grabbed a fruit knife that was close to where I was.
I want this to be easier. I want this to be easier.
I want this to be easier right now.
I put the edge of the knife to my wrist softly and slowly began to cut
What are you doing!?!
All of a sudden, Manami, who had likely come to visit me, was standing near the bed, and threw the knife I had been holding forcefully onto the table.
Dont you know that if you died it would hurt a lot of people? I dont think I could live on with the pain Id feel if you died.
Manami hugged my body tightly and cried along with me.
The dark red blood dripping slowly from my wrist brought back memories of that hard day when I was raped.
I remembered the words Hiro said: Ill protect you with my life.
It was hard and it was painful, but people who would cry with me like Manami were with me, and as long as someone like Hiro was protecting me, I felt that I could do my best and live on.
If I thought about it really I might not have really wanted to die. I might have just wanted someone to understand the struggle that I was going through.
Manami went to the convenience store to buy some antiseptic and bandages and then took care of me. The wound was less serious than I thought.
You can hide it with this, but you better not do it again she said and gave me a white wristband.
Im really glad that Manami was there.
Thank you for saving me.
It was Tatsuya who gently encouraged me after I left the hospital. However, Hiro was jealous of our relationship and blamed the innocent Tatsuya for the crime. As a result, Tatsuya was forced to drop out of school. I was really angry at first, but then forgave Hiro after he apologized to Tatsuya.
There are a lot of students doing club activities on the grounds.
The library is illuminated by the bright light of the setting sun shining in from the window.
I stand on my tiptoes to kiss Hiro, but I cant reach because theres too much difference between our heights.
Smiling softly, Hiro lifts me up onto the desk and presses our lips together while cupping my cheek with the palm of his hand
Its a long, warm, tender kiss.
Hiros hand rolls up the skirt of my uniform and caresses my thigh.
No someone outside will see us! I weakly push away Hiros hand and make a small protest.
So lets show them, Hiro murmurs in a low, gravelly voice.
No, we cant
Hiros tongue enters my mouth and cuts off my words. Before I know it I stop resisting, and reciprocate.
I hear loud laughter from the corridor beyond the door and wake up from my dream-like consciousness, opening my eyes. Come to think of it, its already dark outside and no one is out on the field. Its just about time for students out doing club activities to come back to the classrooms and change.
Hiro, this isnt good, someones gonna come! I button up my uniform shirt and sit up.
If you speak too loud they might hear us so dont say anything. Hiro pushes me down again and brushes his lips against my neck.
Hiro, youre mean.
He shuts my mouth with a kiss.
If we say anything, someone might find us its thrilling.
Somehow the smell of old books in the library makes me act honest to my feelings.
I was jealous. I was scared that youd be taken from me. I only think of myself I didnt think hed quit school, and I didnt know what to do Im really sorry.
Yeah, I know Im sorry too.
We had taken away any future for Tatsuya. That is an incredibly serious reality. No matter how hard we try to make up for it, its a crime that can never be forgiven. We will carry that burden with us for the rest of our lives, and together vowed strongly that we would never forget it.
Jealously is proof of love. However, sometimes those feelings are so great you arent able to see whats around you. Its because we feel so much regret that we wont repeat the same thing again.
We continue to love one another in the library. When we become one in the library that time after school, I begin to cry again.
Why are you crying? Hiro asks worriedly.
Im so happy Even at a time like this, I can only feel an overwhelming sense of happiness. Keeping the selfish emotions inside me under control, I tightly grab onto Hiros arm.
Stupid! Mika, youre such a crybaby.
We look at each other awkwardly.
Hiro was innocent, and so warm
I wanted to be like this, together forever.
I thought that from the bottom of my heart.
It was the first time I cried from happiness.
It's DTL. It's quite obvious what he wants more of.Are you kidding me? The song was set up in the very first episode. The first episode! What more do you want?
My eyes started glazing over when I was halfway through the first paragraph, and by the end of the first paragraph I figured I had enough. I don't even know what to say. Suicide and "I don’t think I could live on with the pain I’d feel if you died." aside, are all cellphone novels so fast-paced?I have a copy of excerpted Koizora translated by higher-level Japanese students in a college class I took, and it sucks, regardless of whatever translation issues there are. The story is just this ridiculous litany of suffering and terrible soap-opera drama. And all this misfortune and pain is weirdly fetishized as being what it means to live and to love. I can't believe this was a bestseller.
Here's an exerpt. To set it up, the narrator and protagonist, Mika, is being harrassed via text message by Saki, the jealous ex-girfriend of the protagonist's current boyfriend, Hiro. Saki had already set some guys up to rape Mika. Hiro later found them and... kicked them in the head after making them apologize. I guess cops don't exist in this world.
Anyway...
This whole section is unabridged.
Two million people bought this book.
I have a copy of excerpted Koizora translated by higher-level Japanese students in a college class I took, and it sucks, regardless of whatever translation issues there are. The story is just this ridiculous litany of suffering and terrible soap-opera drama. And all this misfortune and pain is weirdly fetishized as being what it means to live and to love. I can't believe this was a bestseller.
Here's an exerpt. To set it up, the narrator and protagonist, Mika, is being harrassed via text message by Saki, the jealous ex-girfriend of the protagonist's current boyfriend, Hiro. Saki had already set some guys up to rape Mika. Hiro later found them and... kicked them in the head after making them apologize. I guess cops don't exist in this world.
Anyway...
This whole section is unabridged.
Two million people bought this book.
My eyes started glazing over when I was halfway through the first paragraph, and by the end of the first paragraph I figured I had enough. I don't even know what to say. Suicide and "I dont think I could live on with the pain Id feel if you died." aside, are all cellphone novels so fast-paced?
I have a copy of excerpted Koizora translated by higher-level Japanese students in a college class I took, and it sucks, regardless of whatever translation issues there are. The story is just this ridiculous litany of suffering and terrible soap-opera drama. And all this misfortune and pain is weirdly fetishized as being what it means to live and to love. I can't believe this was a bestseller.
Here's an exerpt. To set it up, the narrator and protagonist, Mika, is being harrassed via text message by Saki, the jealous ex-girfriend of the protagonist's current boyfriend, Hiro. Saki had already set some guys up to rape Mika. Hiro later found them and... kicked them in the head after making them apologize. I guess cops don't exist in this world.
Anyway...
This whole section is unabridged.
Two million people bought this book.